i refuse to proofread my anger...

I'm really really REALLY angry.. 
here's the deal, I've never EVER had a flat tire. I know how to change one but I've never actually had one to change. That is, until 2 months ago. 2 months ago someone did something to tamper with the valve core stem (the thing a ma jig that makes sure the air stays in the tire when you fill it up..) so that sucked. Luckily i had a full size spare with hub-cap and everything to replace it with (rear passenger side.)

I had someone change it for me. Not because I didn't feel like I could, just because he was willing.. (THANKS DOUG!!!) and he did it without a shirt on. Now, if this had been Taye Diggs, (pictured) I would have been the happiest girl alive, but he wasn't so i was still pretty pissed. 


Now, at least 2 months later, it happens again! only this time I'm actually driving home from work, and of course I've had a beer or two, or whatever, and i get into my air-conditioned free car and i hear what sounds like air coming out of something.. I listen closely and the sound changes into something that i don't recognize. (like i said, it's never happened to me before.) so i pull into a parking lot to investigate because i just feel like something is wrong, my dad asked later, you didn't notice that your car was driving funny? Well, no I didn't, because it was driving fine. BUT ALAS! my tire was flat. Front driver side this time. 


Fast forward 20 minutes, I'm on the phone with my mom and my uncle Rusty, Flipping out because i feel like i should be able to do this on my own. I mean i spend a lot of time driving on my own in my car in the middle of the night on not so frequented roads, what happens to me then? So I'm pissed that this is happening again, frustrated that I can't fix it alone and i have to pee so frigging bad. I'm literally jumping on my lug wrench but i can only loosen 2 of them. I actually yelled at my mom and uncle (for which i feel horrible) but i was pissed. and i couldn't help it. 


within 20 minutes, as promised, my re-reinforcements show up, (THANK YOU JESSE REPASS!!) and 10 minutes later I'm walking back from the dark corner i found to pee in and he's putting the flat into the trunk and I'm like... WTF!? I'm so grateful that he was there for me and was able to do what i couldn't, my mom told me i loosened it for him. Apparently that's a womanly rule that i missed in my adolescence. 


Anyways, neither time was it any huge inconvenience, but add to this the first time my brake line was also cut, i really truly feel like someone is out to get me. I'm furious. I don't often do mad, i get aggravated, frustrated, and annoyed, but mad isn't my style, takes way to much energy. 


That being said, allow me to take this opportunity to say; whoever is screwing with my car, I will find out. You will regret it. Just stop now, before you've really pissed me off. Believe me, you're much better off that way. 

Facts

The people who really know me really well, they know me really well. Redundant? you bet your ass it is!

They know i like my TV shows silly and dramatic
they know i watch them in excess
they know i really would rather not wear pants when i watch tv
They know when I want to go out, i'm all in and they better be too
and they know when i don't there's no way i will.
They know i like my pizza with pepperoni and pineapples
I like blue cheese better than ranch.
They know I like my vodka and my sprite a perfect 50/50
and they know i REALLY like my vodka..
They know i drink my beer with lime, but there better not be a lime in it.
They know i like my music loud, but so no one else can hear.
They know i love dresses, but i'm too lazy to shave my legs.
and they know when i decide i like something I obsess over it.
They know that my job comes first and i come second
they know that date night is sacred
but boyfriends are whack.
They know i hate kids, but they light up my life.
they know that music is the only religion i will ever need.


and hopefully, more than anything, they know that i love them. (whompwhomp who ordered the cheese!)

postscript- i did not read this over again before i'm posting it.. so deal with the errors, run-on sentences, and the random blah blah blah..  XOXO

I'm sitting here on my bed after my long "rough-morning-at-work-so-i-deserve-a-nap" nap, eating cold pizza (my favorite way to eat pizza), watching Beverly Hills 90210 (the original), and trying really really hard not to stress out.

It's pay day today, and usually on payday I treat myself to a full tank of gas,  pay off a couple of bills, and take my self out to dinner or something. Not this pay day. My Paycheck was about 1/3 of what it usually is, which is upsetting enough, but I also don't get paid again until after my rent is do. que sera, no big deal, I'm still a server I'll pick up some shifts and make it work, I always do.

Also, I have this HUGE event at work to plan. It's an annual event, and it's always a ton of fun, and it's for a good cause. I've helped out every year and attended everyone that I could, and like I said. TONS of fun.. but this time I'm in charge. I have to make it a ton of fun, and make it a huge success.. Holy crap. I've been going through the coordinators manuals all day and calling people trying to get sponsors and donations and this and that and it's already a lot and it's only day 1. I've got a loooonnnnnggggg way to go. 

This is an example of the event I'm planning. The Annual Bartender Olympics. This guy is one of the top flair bartenders in the world... he's pretty much amazing. 

Anyways, that's not why I'm stressed out. I'm stressed because it's really hot in my apartment and now I have nothing to watch on TV. Life's hard huh?

x's and o's boys and girls..

1

Tell me like it is. The reasons you can't leave.
Explain it all to me,
Because all I see are inconsistencies.
I know you're not an idiot
and you have a quick tongue, so tell me what it is?
I don't want to be angry but my eyes are red again.

Damn you Kelly Kapowski...

As I'm writing this I have no idea whether or not that link worked.. because contrary to what my boss thinks I'm not computer savvy in the slightest. But I tried. And if it worked I hope you enjoyed that blast from the past, If it didn't, not only do I suck at internet, but I'm sorry you're missing out on the Saved by The Bell theme song. I love saved by the bell, I love it when I was little and it came on tv (with city guys , which no one seems to remember any more) I still love it  watching it every morning while i get ready for work.I have an I LOVE ZACK MORRIS tee-shirt.  It's a classic and I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS!!! ok, I feel better.

I don't remember what my initial point was, but now it's that Mark Paul Gosselar (zack morris) is still smoking hot.

I am currently distracted by his new show Franklin and Bash. There for I have a little too much drooling going on to type.

Music is what Feelings Sound like

I've made a life changing decision today. It was really tough, and I'm still not exactly sure how I feel about it. Okay okay, I'm probably over reacting, It's not as though it's really going to affect any one else, starving children in Lithuania aren't going to die if I make the wrong choice. It's just, it's silly really. OH! I bet you're wondering what the big decision was. I always forget the important stuff. You're looking at it. My life changing decision is a blog.

Before you start making fun of me (and if any single person I know happens to read this, I know they already are.) I've always wanted a blog, and not just some silly one on myspace. I would love to know that strangers are reading the random thoughts that I have, and preferably enjoying it. It's a nice thought, so let me go with it, kthanks. 

At anyrate, I suppose I should tell you a little about myself. 

Top 5 favorite things: China food, Dinosaurs/sharks, ice cream, the color green, and of course Karaoke

Top 4 bucket lists: Sky diving, open my own restaurant, sing with a band, learn how to spell restaurant with out using spell check,
Top 3 Favorite karaoke Songs: I love Rock n Roll (JoanJett) Escape/The Pina Colada Song (Rupert Holmes)  Pretty Fly for a white guy (the offspring)
Top 2 favorite words: Bacalao (spanish for puffer fish.... I think, I hope) Terrific
Oh yea, and I'm Jessi.

Thank you for checking me out! and Hopefully you come by again soon!